Hey, guys.
I'm going through a rough time right now. One of my friends from school moved to Georgia last week. I miss her. Also, I've been pretty depressed lately. And not just because I haven't takin' my Anti-deppresint pills in four days. (I ran out)
Here's why:
After school on Friday my dog (Blossom) tried to kill my little sisters (Vicki) dog (Kaya).

It was fucking horrible.

I was just listening to music in my room, putting my laundry away when all of a sudden I hear screaming from on the front porch. I run out of my room and out to the living room, before I can get to the front door mom bursts in the room crying, saying "Blossom tried to kill Kaya!!" Mom was still in the doorway so I looked past her and saw blossom latched on to Kaya's neck biting down. Vicki was trying to break them apart. Vicki was crying as well. I collapsed to the floor, crying. I just broke down completely. After finding out Mari moved out, without saying goodbye, and seeing my dog trying to kill another dog, and my mom crying and yelling saying she was going to kill my dog. I completely broke down. Mom didn't try to comfort me. She went back outside. I guess to help Vicki seperate Kaya and Blossom. I was still on the floor. I started screaming and screaming. I just couldn't stop. I guess I was in shock.
A couple minutes later though, I got up and walked to the kitchen, grabbed the phone and the closest phone number I could find. I was still crying by the time I got to my room, locked the door, and dialed the number I had grabbed. I then collapsed to the floor again and leaned against my bedroom wall. I put the phone up to my ear waiting for someone to answer. Soon, I hear Aunt Lupe's voice on the phone. I tried to tell her Blossom tried to kill Kaya but I was crying so hard she couldn't comprehend what I was saying. Then mom pounds on the door asking me who I was calling. I unlocked the door and she came in. I gave her the phone and she went back on the porch. I then got up, packed a few things in my napsack. I sneeked out the back door to the side of the house got into my moms truck and preceded to cry.
Mom came up to me and told me we were going to her friend's Amy's house. Soon, Vicki got in the car and so did mom. We drove to Amy's house and by the time we got there I had stopped crying. I knocked on the door and came in. I walked to the coach and fell asleep.

That was about four days ago. I'm just now getting over the shock. But, I'm still in shock that I broke down like that. Now that I think back on about it. When I collapsed and started screaming, It was like I'd totally lost it. I didn't even know that It was my screams intil later on. *sigh*
And my guy best friend at school- I still haven't told him about it. Usually I tell him everything. But, I don't want him to worry. At lunch the other day I think he knew I was hiding something from him. I tried my best to get up the courage to tell him.... but I just couldn't. Me and him have barely had a real conversation since Febuary anyway. I'm afraid that we're breaking apart. And I don't want us to. I think me and him are just both scared of getting closer. I don't know.


Anyway, on to other matters.
As you all probably already know there was an earthquake in china, yesterday.
The 2008 Sichuan earthquake shook Wenchuan County, Sichuan province of the People's Republic of China at 14:28:04 local time (06:28:04 GMT). It had a magnitude of 7.8
This student from Sichuan University taped a video during the earthquake. Check it out here: [link] .
I don't know about you guys but I'm getting a lil' worried here. Because, the last major earthquake happened less then a month ago in Chicago. CHICAGO! And now another major earthquake happens in China. The worst one that's happened in China in over three decades! And over 12,000 people have already been reported dead.


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